2010

2010

by Dr. Chronic~ ~ Friday 1 January 2010

I just came back from Egypt and currently down with a mild fever.. blame the harsh cold weather in London i guess, in contrast to hot and dusty Egypt. The trip was truly a blast but yeah that's another PERSONAL entry.=p
we are starting off a brand new decade today! but the soul I'm bringing in seems lifeless.Well it really feels like any other day. The only difference is that, all of a sudden, everyone becomes so eager and ambitious about things to be accomplished and improved in their lives, thus making resolution sounds really cliche at this time. It's a world's culture and I kinda feel the same to be honest. As there is nothing to lose, It's a brand new day to begin with! i think, It should be a good start.

As for 2010.. I'm hoping for a more prosperous year! *clean*( I mean it) =p and productive!..

• Medic's no doubt would be my ultimate priority! I'm absolutely ready to work my ass off! whatever it takes man!! I hope to improve the amount of background reading in every rotation, to complete my dissertation ON TIME! and to start preparing for final as soon as the easter break commences! (@@). + to definitely pass my MBBS part IV exams with flying colors, insyaAllah.
  
• I'm completely indecisive about the MTAS application, as for now I'm just NOT ready to go home. To stay or not to.... a lot of things go in between, be it my family, myself and most importantly my future life; where am i going to end up? and with whom? They used to be so clear but now everything seems so obscured. :( After all, He's the one who decides the best for me, and for that I will constantly pray for his guidance. .....but perhaps you hate a thing and it is good for you; and perhaps you love a thing and it is bad for you. And Allah knows, while you know not. 2:216.
  
• This stony heart is in need of immediate lithotripsy. I've lost terribly in the previous battles and in the search of a brighter path, I'm willing to sacrifice! I'm pretty sure the journey I'm going through will never be smooth and easy, the ups and downs; with all my heart I am all up for it! Hoping to be a much better servant to Him; the Almighty. InsyaAllah.
• A better son and brother to both my parents and other siblings. Some restrictions have to be added on my IND. license hehe=p.
• I'm not a chavs but i think my social life has really been down the drain. Not that I'm complaining but sometimes being just around the closed ones, it eventually trumps the whole intention of socializing. I'm not aiming of a fan page, *slap! but one or two would do the trick. BEING NICE TO PEOPLE, is what I'm tryin' to say y'all. haha
• At this age, the L sounds very appealing! I hope for a better luck=p. I promise, NO MORE stupid mistakes.

I'm trying to be realistic this time as in the past I have learned that my optimisms tuned out just to be merely repetition of hardly-broken old habits. sad! I'm wishing everyone in the world a very happy new year! Good luck!