Restless legs.

5 weeks to final MBBS exams!

my revision

is iRrEgUlArLy iRrEgUlar,

COLLAPSING!!

and somewhat SLOW-RISING to the brain....

Should I try blowing into a syringe???

or wait for an arrest??

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by Dr. Chronic~ ~ Friday, 18 February 2011 0 comments

We ride....

When this man brings you into his humble hut and he generously pours you endless drinks of refreshing mint tea, you drink it and you smile....... and you ignore the seepy taste of death in your mouth while you sink into oblivion upon the craziest of places God has created.

He will put ground nuts coated with sand of dessert in front of you and you will crunch every bit of it with smile....but it’s so nice..It’s such a great feeling to be so far away from home and wonder if you are any closer to where we all begin – community.

The only reason our species have been able to exist in such vast growth is because of our abilities to work together. We are offered into the homes of strangers and we eat strange foods and ask questions about the strange things on the walls.

BUT, it is us who are the strangers. This is why we travel. We do this to find ourselves in the most foreign places known to us and we are swallowed up into a whole new way of living and loving. AND I think of this every time I am back home, I think of farmers I have met and the fishermen who, as we speak, are somewhere in the world living amongst their people in smiles...

Yet I wander, with no home... no tribe... only my thoughts and a few stories I want to share with the world. I will find it someday, whatever it s I am looking for, until then I’ll stare at the sun and burn my eyes on the horizon. We ride tonight into the abyss and into the nothingness of the desert.

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by Dr. Chronic~ ~ Sunday, 12 December 2010 1 comments

Another smile.

The incident had really been quite debilitating... I sank in the deepest site of my blind infatuations, in the darkest of deep Ocean, banging hard on its floor.

I thank God for His endless mercy and the courage He instilled in me to put back all the bits and pieces together. It was a lesson of life I have completely learnt from the human race.

The remaining wrecks are still sinking, but time will definitely bring them up to surface.. I’m all happy and glad now, that I’m recovering well from the torment.

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by Dr. Chronic~ ~ 0 comments

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LOVE is BLIND...

& So am I..

damn it!!!

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by Dr. Chronic~ ~ Wednesday, 24 November 2010 1 comments

unique.

sometimes, *** there's just no accounting for taste! so don't try and account for it..

You don't have to understand why a friend is so very fond of something or someone

that you simply can't see the attraction of,

you simply need to agree to disagree and let them get on with it.

They are happy, so don't say anything to spoil it for them!!

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by Dr. Chronic~ ~ Sunday, 14 November 2010 0 comments

Moving on..

History is largely told as chronicles of great people doing great things...

But for most of us, life is not made up of big moments.

It is made up of small moments...

and with every small choice,

and every small decision,

We are defining ourselves...

are we honest?

are we faithful?

are we proud of ourselves?

or are we disappointed by who we have become??

Life does not always turn out the way we planned...

The unexpected happens and it surprises us with new and exciting possibilities..

BUT sooner or later..

REALITY HITS YOU IN THE FACE!

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by Dr. Chronic~ ~ 0 comments

Ella - Standing in the eyes of the World

It was 3:15 in the morning and for some reasons I still couldn't sleep. I took off my shirt like i always did before dozing off and sat against the wall on my bed, facing up the windows..the night air that particular moment was just boiling!! I might have been acclimatised by the harsh cold British weather all this time that my body would just repel the slight increase in temperature... yeah whatever!! My brain was just not ready for a critical reasoning after such a sleepless night.. I'm now yet to find the reasons! as this business involves a whole lot of hassle, changing the biological clock!

My mind was floating to the bizarreness of my wildest future and dreams, as far as my sight could take me to the skies through that opened windows.. nothing seemed to be crystal-clear as the night itself might have implied but i didn't seem to realize it even earlier.... The infamous Robert Frost and his "the road not taken" suddenly came up in my mind, but the path to choose that time was not ordinary!.

I found myself facing up the ceiling at some point, forcing out the "higher center" to again figure out the exit plans..but I failed to even draft them after the entire silent night had been consumed...I was just floating wherever my brain took me, reminiscing the good and bad past memories, and when it got too intrusive, I came back to the original plan...

I might have to try again next time...It's alright, i was never a failure!
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and tonight,
at the same spot! but the windows are opened a lot wider to let the night air in and i can see more open starless skies! very PLAIN! My right brain has now taken over the moment, "you've got to prioritize and deal with the current challenges in front of you, do one at a time and forget those conflicting future plans for a while"! I have big exams coming up in 6 weeks time and I HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO DO WELL this time!! A wise man does not fall twice at the same place, and I don't want my confidence to jeopardize my future again, be humble! and do whatever it takes man!

Looking out the windows again, I'm not lucky enough to find the amazing northern light auroras but I can see some random "robotic fireflies" on their way to touch the ground.. I now miss home more than ever! and pleaseeeeeeeeeee, I wanna have a good summer!!


Gearing up up upppp!!

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by Dr. Chronic~ ~ Sunday, 16 May 2010 1 comments